So ayun nga. May pasok ako sa office today. Nyutabells na month end yan. Imbis na nakakapag aral na ko for finals. -___-
Finally makakapahinga din kahit konti. Super pagod kami for the past 2 weeks. Haay.
Pota laughtrip scores namin sa midterm. Hahaha. Tinawanan na lang talaga namin, expected naman na e. Umulan kamo ng 65 69 70 hahaha! Pota kasing exam yan. Kala mo bar exam e, kala mo law students kami! Haha! See you next sem daw sabi ni Atty. Aba ayaw na! Gusto ko na grumaduate no! Hahaha!
Buenos días a todos!
"MANOOOONG. BAYAD PO!"
Manong: San galing ang 20?
Pasahero: Manong, wag niyo kong husgahan please. Ang perang yan ay hindi galing sa gobyerno.
Manong: San yung bente?
Pasahero: Ano? Kaaabot ko lang nawala agad yung bente…
Yung buwan, ang ganda. Parang ako.
I find myself wearing the same outfits a lot and I still can’t tell if its accidental or if I’m just too afraid to change. I once kept a profile picture for over half a year and its not that I liked it because I really didn’t but its because I didn’t want to see myself in pictures anymore. I still bite my nails and I pretend I can’t help it but I really don’t think I’d know what to do with them if they were grown out.
Last night you called me again and I felt that little drop in your stomach you get when roller coasters start to fall - you know the one - but I still acted like there wasn’t a strange mixture of sadness and loneliness and inexplicable terror all boiling in the back of my throat. I don’t know if you bought the idea that I’m okay but I do know you were the one who hung up. I don’t know if I hate what happened because I hate it when things become different or if I hate what happened because I miss you.
We haven’t exchanged messages in 76 days now and keeping track is pointless, I know that, but I still refuse to stop counting. Forgetting numbers has always been a struggle for me because I still remember my house phone number from when I lived in a completely different state but I’m trying my best to drag yours out of my head. I’m trying my best to stop checking for your name on my phone every morning.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you and it’s killing me.”
I feel the entire zoo in my stomach when I see you.
Matatpos na naman ang araw nang walang ginawa. Abay puro tunganga.